Wednesday, September 7, 2016

Damn sleep apena

So i've been going through some Medical issues too. I was Recently diagnosed with Sleep apena .YOU know that Sleep disorder that requires you to sleep with a Cpap machine. Yeah I Legit thought I would be More energized AND Ready to wake up early or at least on time. Well all through the night I am Pulling the damn thing out of my nose Because it is Just irritating. But sitting at work in training with a straight sleepy face looking like a straight Bish...sorry..not sorry...shit I just realized I didn't put lotion on my feet..legit forgot I was gonna be around people...lmao..oh well....i don't think they are too crusty..anyway...later

Tuesday, September 6, 2016

It's on now!

On the daily I have so many stories that I feel like i could share..just been lazy..sometimes we just need to get it out! I have decided yet a- fucking-gin that I have to lose this weight.. Well I have had some success..i will give u a little back story..

I started August 1, 2016. So i was like fuck it imma go full in..broke as hell...i signed up for three months of weight watchers bought a fit bit to make me a little more motivated (it works) and decided no more fries, minimum pizza (fav), oh No Soda and some other changes...and just went full force...switched off that  food like a switch..well the first week I had to go to Richmond for a week..did good..walked as much as i could..didnt eat out as much...ate good breakfast..drank healthy smoothies..was feeling good...when i got home after that week I was so excited to get on the scale to see if i had made any changes..well i got on that damn scale and that joint said negative 14 pounds...14 ma-fuckin pounds down! Oh I was hypeeddd.. i told my mama, grandma, called my bff...was so damn motivated..i went walking that same day! So yay!! I was happy! But let me tell u..that same happiness didn't last too when i first weighed my self..i weighed myself like 4 times before I was like this is real....untill I still couldn't believe it and stood back on that scale the next morning...and yeah it said ....+14 pounds...WT entire F? I mean what just happened...i didn't eat anything fact I had been eating like a fucking bird..and not a vulture, a bluebird..smh..yeah allllll my motivation went out the window. I was so hurt like man this sucks...that was the worst day..


The next day I kept going..see if u know will know i am a picky eater..not by choice but yeah...i hate it so much! So food has always been my struggle..just trying to figure out what to eat. This is a everyday battle for me.

So update:
It's been a whole month and I rather than what i used to do, work out Extra hard and going in...i tried to change my eating habits to see if i will at least lose something with only making slight changes. I go to my weight watchers meetings weekly and they really do help..just lets you know all women and men have issues with their bodies regardless of your size...i secretly side eye size 3 bishes sometimes but hey maybe they need help too..

So today Sept 6, 2016. I have finally hit 5.2 pounds down..i so happy. Now when i start working out foreal thooooo!!

Bish it's on!!!

*excuse my excessive .... and curse words and grammar and misspelled words*